Thursday, August 20, 2015

Here i am, questioning myself again.
Feeling so much like a failure. I dont know what else to pursuit. I really should stop and quit my job. Just to think clearly now that ive experienced working life. For now i have several jobs in mind. Them being mortician, landscaper, animal caretaker, taxi driver, YouTuber, archivist and museum caretaker? But what's stopping me is mainly money. How can i survive on that little in Singapore. 
Think i should just accept that i will be alone.

So many years later,
People change and I don't. Ok, not that much.
It makes me wonder if I even made any progress at all.
Soon I think, before I get money, I will seat by the sidelines seeing her get married.
Then I will continue on, getting a cozy one roomer.
Wondering about Life and what did I give to this World.

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