Hm, looks i miscomm with Grace.
Somehow now, i will consider her my best online friend. Havnt met her yet but we discussed lots of topics. Being introverts and sharing many of the same topics, ideas and sorta support i lack from other acquaintances. Somehow it made me reconsider if I might be able to get a girlfriend again. But I havnt talked to her face to face and that might prove a challenge. Is it because we havnt met thats why i am able to talk to her freely? Have my friends become so that I now fear to share everything with them?

I dont say whats on my mind because it might be boring, people dismiss it or wont listen. Or something, its on http://danwile.com/2014/06/exploring-the-reality-of-the-quiet-partner/.
I think I've become so comfortable that I somehow felt that people are telepathic, but sadly we arent.

Almost my birthday.
Being 24, I've yet to hit 2k bring home. 3k at least for a family. So, i think i will most likely remain single. I want to say Yolo and do something I like and have passion for, or at least dreams about it. Yet only engineers are what Sg has made us into. You know, i want to try be a Garang Guni Artist, Mortician, work for the Mindef to better sort people into vocations and group people up using all manner of astrology, numerology, logic, tests results, etc. And of course being a professional Game maker. So far, i just know i dont like working in an office. My plan after i quit my job in probably Dec is to absorb as much knowledge in GameMaker as possible, start prototyping my Game and submit it along with my GDD to Mindef if possible. Thats my plan till June 2016.
Strange that June has always been a time i reflect upon my life. Reservist, Sundown Marathon and her Birthday, 2 months to my birthdays as well. I think her name will always remain a battle chant till someone replaces it, cause she was the first link i had to Hope and Life.