I suppose its difficult if I do this every year since.
Staying up just cause there may be this slim chance that
I can wish her Happy Birthday.
I think its more of a habit that I established.
Nothing bad or wrong, and just waiting to be replaced.


Here am I again,
stuck without a purpose in Life.
Without a direction, a clear goal, I am Lost.
Having freedom seems to be weighing me down.
Too many options and I chose the wrong one.
3 Months after ORD, I agreed on that to determined if I want to
continue in the Arts/Games/Design Industry.

I cant even game properly now, always feeling the itch to start work, to start some Art related project.
Hope it works.