1 Month 9 Days after ORD.
Still procrastinating on what to do.
But I will start tomorrow.
Its weird that I felt motivated after watching dramas like
Queen In Hyun's Man & You who came from the Stars.
Maybe its telling me to cope with this feeling of lost,
to know she is happier without me in her life,
someone better in her life.
I without any achievements at this moment in life,
must move on, to strive for my best.

I do not know if I will model her out.
With Zbrush, it will be pretty realistic.
My first Portfolio piece.
In my poly days, I sketched a photo of her & lou
when i was thinking about them.
Hope it doesn't sound creepy.

Here's to hoping i see her,
so that I can sincerely apologize for the hurt I caused.
So many years, still filled with regret.