Somehow i felt we were similar, thus i decided to strive hard for you. Losing you, felt like losing everything. I realised i had to fight for something thats worth living for, not just to live on. We werent friends to begin with, thus we eventually broke apart. I never felt you explained yourself, just broke up. I feel if we are to meet up, with no one that knows us, we might have a chance to be friends. loving you has been virtual, just through messages. I have never felt i have the connection to give you valentine gifts or birthday presents. I guess i am too infatuated to see who you truly are. but why does it take so long to dissapate if it is not true? Sitting beside you for prize presentation was blissful. Even though we were nervous, i was truly happy for once. Thats made the award all the more worth it. I am not sure how you will take it, if i suggest to meet sometime, somewhere, but i truly wish we can still be friends.