Starting to have some form of visible abs when I suck it in and flex them.
But got a flu this week, cutting down exercise till i recover.

Running every other day makes it a fun activity to do instead of I Must Do this Shit Everyday in Army. I even feel happier when i jog.
Being free, away from the crowd suits me.
I am never one to adhere to the rules of the majority.
I seek lonely souls like Jiong Xun, Peter and thus i like people like Jia Yang. (my men)
Really admire people like Jia Yu.

I guess I am more and more true to myself thats why I hardly even try to act extroverted as the years go by.
I feel conflicted.
People are attracted to extroverts, even I am.
They have so much energy that it spreads and I feel energized.
Like when I was doing sales, somehow I survived for 2 months. Probably from the energy the others had and I feel i have to do it. It was till a talk about Loving your Job and Having Passion when I decide to leave immediately on the spot.

I do occasionally stare at their photos. I had fun and I want to be part of that. But they are kinda intolerant to silent people like me. And i guess i frightened them when I told them I somewhat have depression during Poly till Army as the only interesting subject that might peak their interest.
Well, could have talked about my close encounters with Vehicle Overturns, No Lights Night Driving, Eating Sand when trying to Mount a Moving Vehicle Ramp. But I chose that topic.


Testing waters at Locanto, Friendship section.
So far, only 2 people replied.
I am kinda happy.
As thats the way, i feel i am myself.
Yet I look to shed it to attract more people.

I am looking for other Ripples, not Huge Ginormous Waves that threaten me.
Someone that can accept me, as a friend.
If I accept someone as a friend, That person already has a place in my heart no matter how many years we have never talked/seen to each other.
Probably if the Core of that person still remains.

Time to watch Running Man after blogging down my thoughts for these few weeks.