Turbulent Times of Life.

I feel so constrained by so much freedom.
So many paths that I wanna explore! But so little time.
The highest positions are held by those that stay loyal to the company the longest, VOrg said that.

I want to find time to explore myself, to have a sense of self.
Satisfaction from the job is a must.
How to have Dreams when I do not know myself?
That's why I have to work for someone in mind,
In Sec Sch, it was her.
In Army, was my Men.
In VOrg, the Environment and General Friendliness made me Stay but the job itself didn't.

Staying creative, having an outlet for stress and some goal I can tag along for will do for now.
I will have to bang walls to reach who I want to be.
When I reach the place I want to be, I will figure a way to coach and mentor others like me who bang walls to lessen the number of walls. We will still like to bang walls, but I will help remove 1 or 2 walls.

To Believe in myself and follow my heart and Passion.
The journey is worth even if I fail, cause eventually I will succeed.