it feels good to get in an entry here once in a while.
painting feels good, hours gone in a blink of an eye.
gotta get that fact into my head as i am procastinating again.
Adding snow when i havnt even experienced snow, photo references aint the way to go. Snow city isnt too.

1 week to go and ive got an idea on what to do, but havnt gotten the materials required. What am i trying to convey? How do i get it across?
Communication is never my strength.
this is the first time in years since i found a strong idea for a replacement of that lousy disco ball. Been looking around, but this sort of presentation that i wanted is hard to get to.
The memories made me feel good.
It made me remember life isnt just full of shit
but i know i cant strive and work in a sweathouse to get higher up the ladder. laddering is never my thing, even in the competitive games i play.
thus i know its never meant to be me to accompany her towards her goal.
i still like the prospect of it, and am willing to get tied back down but i wonder who i will become if that becomes reality.

Being stuck in this unknown made me stagnant.
i want to cherish the old but the future awaits.

never been a fan of facebook, but i suppose it has its uses.
looking at them 'camwhoring' ,for a lack of a better term, made me realized how much they've changed.
looking so bright, in my dark world

Now to paint some snow and a creepy environment.