SCREWED

its my fault actually...
gamed too much, slack too much, think too much. ( respectively of the time spent on each )
Might failed my web design module again.
this means no 2nd chances and will be kicked out.
i got everything prepared, checked lots of references,
but guess i overestimated myself.
the little confidence i gained on my 2nd run, was lost.
somehow everything felt negative.
m i going into depression??
i really wonder...

but tats tat
i asked for a postpone
it might not happen
thus i tot thru,
NS
Try to get in poly, psychology? or mayb i will stick with media design.
Work while waiting
think abt those that alrdy have their As while i m in NS / studying
get pwned
i guess i m kinda prepared.
BUT i will make a last stand.
Tonight and Tomorrow.
hope i dont play and cant stop.