Who am i again?

i m lost
i dont know who i m currently
this 2 years, i feel i have done nothing realli great
what i had done, ppl can do better
what i wanted to try i had no time
what i wanted to do i cant start
now happens to be the time i need to finish tons of work
i slacked off 9 days of my 2 weeks hols
i wonder how am i gonna get at least a C
i said i wanted to excel but how can i when i cant start my work?
i remember i felt that way once in sec 3 or 4, cant realli remember, i was lost for 2 weeks
i didnt talk to ppl... i got emo, distracted and lost
2 weeks,
i dont have time to be lost
yet i need to be lost to find myself
going out today after trapping myself for a week felt great
but i still cant start my work...
mayb i jus need to cut my hair or on the aircon

and the drawing... i havnt adjusted it yet...

how the hell did i get lost...
forcing me to start at 10 pm.
it felt better after blogging abt it