getting nervous over a minor operation, like a dental operation is surely wimpy of me.

when others are fretting over promos, i m here worrying about my dental operation.

when others are mugging, i m wasting time.

when ppl get wiser, i m here trying hard to express myself through drawings.

i jus feel inadequate. damn even my spellings gotten worse.

every time or so, when i feel seriously down, i take a walk down other ppl's blogs.

those ppl that had spured me on, when they get depressed or emo, it makes me feel stronger,

a purpose to be stronger, a need to try and protect them... sadly, i can only get better without this ppl knowing what my progress is.

after so long those 3 ppl that gave me much, i feel further and further, weaker and weaker due to the distance. the con of an introvert, u remember things too long...