today.
feels weird.
i prepared myself mentally to receive greetings of haapy bdae.
guess i ask for too much.
even frm ppl once close to me.
i m not doubting them, jus mayb they r busy wif sch work.
this is my quietest bdae.
its normal, quiet and peaceful.
no freaking ppl telling me if anna is jus around the corner or wanting her to come over.
good days never last, but they will come.
eating my cheese cake just now, i rememebered that a bunch of frens bought me a whole cheesecake.
how nice that was. 1 whole cheesecake to myself. i had it for breakfast, lunch and dessert the following day.
its my bdae today, but i feel incomplete. . . much is still missing. the essentials i guess.
now i realli wonder if the promise i tried to keeep will come true.
i still yearn to hear the voice, to see the face and to feel the smile.
like ppl always say ur chakra will rise to 100% even when u r at 0% jus becos of....