The 6 months after ORD has been fruitful.
I spent 2 months trying and procrastinating about my portfolio.
The next 2 months trying to be an Extrovert and selling myself.
About a month of finding jobs and being at peace with myself for living like myself, however slow i learn and however stubborn I am.
I know I am Me, and have learned to live and push myself. How little it seems to others, know that I always try my best. I question, because those are what I believe in, and am concerned about. I do not waste time trying to small talk.

It seems that I find myself above others, sorry if it seems that's the way.
Living with myself is hard, but I have learned this is the way I am.

Then I found the Game Product Tester Job,
it offers the highest pay for that moment in time, thus i took the offer.
Went for the job, sit in a chair and test Razer products.
I find it quite peaceful yet I want to do more. There's always that itch there that Vieworks scratched.
An itch for something new everyday. Even if the job is same old, same old, I have learned that being a salesperson, you meets lots of people everyday. I can only offer so much for that one person. I liked the interaction i offered, however minimal. I wasn't that great of a salesman, but i enjoyed the working style and the momentum of going from person to person.

At Vieworks, its for the development i see in trying hard to be an Extrovert.
At Pactera, I will just OT to get my pay, save up for the eventual Indie time in 1-2 years. Gonna learn how to handle a small team of contract holders as well which will come in handy if I intend to hire contracts as well.

For the New Year, I want to work on That project which i will hopefully finish before National Day. Earn more money, go Japan and spend my weekends not gaming but creating simple games. Of course, find a girlfriend in the meantime. Sadly, the Razer mei mei is an Intern.

Here goes,
For those who believed, will believe and have belief in me.
An adaptation from Jason's phase.