somethings i couldnt say.

i wonder y tink so much bout farewell.
its after all, another 'temporary' goodbye.
by luck, chance or fate, u will get to see them someday.
as another passer-by on the road.
someone u can juz dao,
someone u can juz giv a smile to,
but it is tt 4 yrs tt u had tt makes u feel tt person is special.

farewell, i wont do something.
i will juz sit 1 corner,
take photos of my frens and other fellow sec 4s.
jus the moments will do,
being known to ppl who i made a difference to.
jus sit there as a normal me will.
sit there to look at all the passer-bys
wondering how many will actually remember me.
i m afterall, an introvert.

4 yrs, familar faces, some i will see again, most i wouldnt.
but at least i hav a yrbook wif me.
jus a look.
to remember those youthful faces, those cheecky faces, those emo faces
faces r afterall, the most memorable.
what distinguishes is the s,mile.

ppl will fade as we go by, soon they will just be a speck of memory in ur brain when u r older...
how long do memeries last??
another 4 yrs???
or as long as 14 yrs??
or even longer longer??

these few weeks of "studying"
made me realise much.
i shall not talk, jus observe.
for much tt comes out, hurt ppl.
that wall wif bloody knifes shall remained stained and dried.
it wont be bloodied again i guess....
as i wont hav tt chance anymore.

is it e more u see, e more u long??
or
the less u see, e more u long??

2 more months of "hell" to pure joy or pure isolation and emoing.
its a choice and risk i hav to take.