if thats how i will be remembered as, i m ok wif it.
started like some idiot, ended like another idiot.
just becos i dont noe.
i cant blame myself for not feeling the vibrations,
and i cant blame the others for not calling me.

yes.
soon it will b a memory.
i hav learnt to let go.
again, i mus stress this to myself.
1 week of Os went by, so much time to tink bout my mistakes.
so much time to GUNz.
nxt week bloody scared.
eng and maths.
C5 and A2 maybe. but how do one get better at english??
maths has always been a bane, sure get thrashed by it.

now i cant even trust my eyes, my ears and logic.
most now hurt me, becos of the extra info they provide me wif.
waiting to PDS again wif cadets immediately after Os.
WooHOo